離開 這一刻感覺不會忘記 朋友 抱擁告別明天各自遠飛
難得 並沒傷感依依不捨顧慮 重拾昨天樂趣一堆
曾經 每一天相約找美麗去 陶醉 美的故事互相勉勵去追
曾經 望著天空一起哭泣至睡 臨別說起 亦笑相對
別了依然相信 以後有緣再聚 未曾重遇以前 要珍惜愛自己
在最好時刻分離 不要流眼淚 就承諾在某年 某一天某地點 再見
Today While the blossoms Still cling to the vine
I'll taste your strawberries I'll drink your sweet wine
A million tomorrows Shall all pass away
Are we forget all the joy That is ours today
Wednesday, 19 August 2009
Sunday, 17 May 2009
隨筆
終於, 你有了新開始, 為許多的問號加上了無言的答案, 祝你快樂.
看不懂也不要緊, 在心中.
你知道嗎?他的調調跟你很相似, 差一點便喜歡上他.
但我還是喜歡現在的狀況. 我比較喜歡現在的自己.
林夕的詞真好, 聽了眼淚成詩, 別有滋味.
但我不可以像歌曲般裝得那麼豁達.
對自己誠實是一種鍛鍊, 不容易.
不知不覺, 時間溜走的很快. 我放開了, 亦長大了.
嗅著自由, 看著難得的藍天, 煩惱也好像吹遠了.
這個週末過得很爽, 我終於把那堵牆的塼頭拆下.
現在覺得自己正踏上回程的飛機, 每日倒數著回家的日子.
放下了一些執著, 隨緣吧.
看不懂也不要緊, 在心中.
你知道嗎?他的調調跟你很相似, 差一點便喜歡上他.
但我還是喜歡現在的狀況. 我比較喜歡現在的自己.
林夕的詞真好, 聽了眼淚成詩, 別有滋味.
但我不可以像歌曲般裝得那麼豁達.
對自己誠實是一種鍛鍊, 不容易.
不知不覺, 時間溜走的很快. 我放開了, 亦長大了.
嗅著自由, 看著難得的藍天, 煩惱也好像吹遠了.
這個週末過得很爽, 我終於把那堵牆的塼頭拆下.
現在覺得自己正踏上回程的飛機, 每日倒數著回家的日子.
放下了一些執著, 隨緣吧.
Tuesday, 3 March 2009
布達佩斯
Budapest, 布達佩斯, 一個陌生但又熟悉的東歐城市. 陌生, 因為未踏足前對她全無認識, 熟識, 因為聽過這個名字許多遍. 一次布達佩斯之旅, 除了令我多了一點對她的認識, 亦令我的 internship生活重新加上動力.
布達佩斯是匈牙利的首都，是 EU第七大城市。布達佩斯由位於多瑙河(Duna River), 右岸布達 (Buda)左岸是佩斯 (Pest), 未去之前, 真係唔知 Budapest的名字是有這麼一個原由.
早在一月的時間便訂了很便宜的機票,Wizz Air, 四十歐元便買到一張來回機票, 與彭同學（係呀又係佢呀）一同暴走東歐．由於彭同學負責了兩次巴黎之旅的行程安排，今次便由我負責行程．
旅行總離不開食，住，行，玩．出發前,先找好的Hostel. 經過好幾天的搜尋，終於book了一間叫 Gallery Single and Private 的 Hostel, 位於 Nyugati pu附近．出發前一天才開始搜尋如何從 Budapest Terminal 1 Airport 出市區，最後選擇了最便宜的方法 －－ 用一歐元搭巴士到一個叫 Kobanya-Kispost 的 metro station 再搭去Nyugati pu，全程只用了兩歐．
Tips 1: Buy a 10-ticket book at the airport/train/metro station instead of buying the ticket one by one, it saves at least 15% and the tickets are valid for metro, bus and tram.
去到Kobanya-Kispost的第一個感覺，是覺得自己身在出屯門．那些天橋及空地真係好似屯門．搭左大約半小時便來到Hostel, 入了大門後的感覺是．．．功夫！
累．．．明天再續．
布達佩斯是匈牙利的首都，是 EU第七大城市。布達佩斯由位於多瑙河(Duna River), 右岸布達 (Buda)左岸是佩斯 (Pest), 未去之前, 真係唔知 Budapest的名字是有這麼一個原由.
早在一月的時間便訂了很便宜的機票,Wizz Air, 四十歐元便買到一張來回機票, 與彭同學（係呀又係佢呀）一同暴走東歐．由於彭同學負責了兩次巴黎之旅的行程安排，今次便由我負責行程．
旅行總離不開食，住，行，玩．出發前,先找好的Hostel. 經過好幾天的搜尋，終於book了一間叫 Gallery Single and Private 的 Hostel, 位於 Nyugati pu附近．出發前一天才開始搜尋如何從 Budapest Terminal 1 Airport 出市區，最後選擇了最便宜的方法 －－ 用一歐元搭巴士到一個叫 Kobanya-Kispost 的 metro station 再搭去Nyugati pu，全程只用了兩歐．
Tips 1: Buy a 10-ticket book at the airport/train/metro station instead of buying the ticket one by one, it saves at least 15% and the tickets are valid for metro, bus and tram.
去到Kobanya-Kispost的第一個感覺，是覺得自己身在出屯門．那些天橋及空地真係好似屯門．搭左大約半小時便來到Hostel, 入了大門後的感覺是．．．功夫！
累．．．明天再續．
Monday, 16 February 2009
The Middle
Next Step -- this term have been consistently appeared in the past 5 years, though in different month. Feb 2009, I am standing at the mid-way of my internship. It's really hard to believe 6 months have already passed and I still feel "new" in on this foreign land.
I had my mid-year performance review with my manager last week, the day right after my grandmom passed away. I was actually in quite a bad shape, couldn't focus on work and sat in the review meeting, however, it was surprisingly cheering and somehow, motivate me to be brave and tough to keep going.
To conclude the performance review results, my manager thinks I am doing well and met most of the tasks and expectation, the achievement I made in the past 6 months shows she picked the right person, she thinks:
- I am a fast learner
- I have the can-do attitude
- I am a good team player
- I am innovative
- I am very self-aware, especially my weaknesses
I have to improve:
- Be aware what are my strengths, not only my weaknesses
- Be more detail minded, not only the process but also data quality
What I discovered about myself?
1. I am at my best when I work in a team but also could focus on individual tasks.
2. I am detail-minded in terms of managing process, but data quality management need to improve
3. I need to improve business writing
4. I need to be more verbalized.
Some of the people might surprised why my manager suggested me to be more verbalized, more focus on my strengths and even said that I am innovative. Well AIESEC changed some of the origins of me and the internship brings the origins of me back again, its an interesting process to witness myself behaving differently in corporate and in AIESEC.
The mid-year review made me feel happy, because I perform pretty well, and I love what I am doing. The mid-year review also made me start thinking about my next step, after 6 months, where will I be?
何去何從? 天知道, 但我彷彿看見未來... :)
I had my mid-year performance review with my manager last week, the day right after my grandmom passed away. I was actually in quite a bad shape, couldn't focus on work and sat in the review meeting, however, it was surprisingly cheering and somehow, motivate me to be brave and tough to keep going.
To conclude the performance review results, my manager thinks I am doing well and met most of the tasks and expectation, the achievement I made in the past 6 months shows she picked the right person, she thinks:
- I am a fast learner
- I have the can-do attitude
- I am a good team player
- I am innovative
- I am very self-aware, especially my weaknesses
I have to improve:
- Be aware what are my strengths, not only my weaknesses
- Be more detail minded, not only the process but also data quality
What I discovered about myself?
1. I am at my best when I work in a team but also could focus on individual tasks.
2. I am detail-minded in terms of managing process, but data quality management need to improve
3. I need to improve business writing
4. I need to be more verbalized.
Some of the people might surprised why my manager suggested me to be more verbalized, more focus on my strengths and even said that I am innovative. Well AIESEC changed some of the origins of me and the internship brings the origins of me back again, its an interesting process to witness myself behaving differently in corporate and in AIESEC.
The mid-year review made me feel happy, because I perform pretty well, and I love what I am doing. The mid-year review also made me start thinking about my next step, after 6 months, where will I be?
何去何從? 天知道, 但我彷彿看見未來... :)
Friday, 23 January 2009
打中文的mood來了.
Coming back to work after new year, quite a lot to do and life back to regular, and somehow, normal.
一年了, 努力嘗試著不去想結果弄巧成拙. 或許坦然面對可以自然一點,放鬆一點. 容許了自己用一年時間放下這個包袱, 還有一天,所有一切都應理清.
2 weeks of emptiness on blog, not a bad idea to write something ... especially in CHINESE.
我在比利時/歐洲的衣食住行
歐洲的生活節奏慢, 空出來胡思亂想的時間特別多, 偶爾會在夢中看見自己回到香港, 或見到大學同學, 朋友. 夢醒後發現自己仍在比利時的家. 更發現自己心廣體胖, 原因有四,
1. 朱古力 , 啤酒, belgian fries 同 waffle 是比利時特產, 每天都可以吃.
2. 所有人都覺得我..."small", 完全同肥扯不上關係. 大概只有中國人, 特別是香港人才會明白我為何會間歇性complain自己肥.
3. 我食得好, 瞓得好.
4. 我同彭同學 ( Rita Pang)一齊住，支持對方繼續增磅，重點係佢肥過我．
說不定回香港後都衣不稱身, 冬天時會有點似企鵝....好, 講番正題, 我在比利時/歐洲的衣食住行.
衣 ---
來到歐洲後, 買衫多了, 因為有多餘錢. 本來自己帶來的衣服是在香港是普通和普遍到無人有, 但對這邊的人來說.....多了, 特別是上班的衣服. 歐洲的衣飾大減價是每年的一月和七月, 不是每季進行. 我嘗試在 amsterdam, bonn, antwerp, brussels 和 paris買衣飾, 當中以 antwerp shop得最爽.
巴黎人著衫最好看同有型格. 衫有平有貴, 在地胆 Rita Pang 的帶領下, 我在巴黎買了一件很不錯的皮褸. 阿姆斯特丹的shopping street都很吸引, 比布魯塞爾的選擇多所以比較容易找到心頭好. 阿姆斯特丹的靴有很多款式, 荷蘭人長得高大，天氣又凍，所以有著 Boots文化，亦因為甘我的鞋碼．．．好難搵．但最後我都成功買了一對很不錯的短靴．
歐洲的店舖，佢地會將ｄ衫擺得ｏｋ高所以我都幾經常性要身高167ｃｍ的彭同學, 身高171ｃｍ的彭姐姐 (rita pang 的家姐) 或者身高200ｃｍ的售貨員幫我將ｄ靚衫攞落身黎......重點, 我沒有在童裝部買衫.
但係值得hightlight的是我居然可以在高人林立的德國買到一條合身的牛仔褲！！！上星期去了antwerp，感覺跟荷蘭很相似，買了很多衣服，一定會再去，同歐洲女人血拼！！！哈哈～
食 －－－
媽媽說得對，飲食習慣始終是植根廿多年，可以試新口味但完全換之不是很難的．發覺這裡的人很喜歡吃 sandwiches, 我仍是比較喜歡吃 hot food, 亞洲食物仍是首選. 在比利時住了四個多月, 在家造飯比較多, 但中國野很貴..
六隻皮蛋要10歐 --即係為 100蚊港紙!!
一碗麵要 7 - 13歐 不等
日本野仲貴....
荷蘭同巴黎的亞洲食物比較平,好食同多選擇, 所以有時寧願慳番去巴黎或荷蘭食. 雖然係甘,但比利時的薯條同waffle真係無得頂, 食極都唔係幾厭. 仲有,係 brussels 的 st Catherine 附近有間好掂的Chocolatier (注意!這不是一個typo, 是法文. 根據彭同學解釋, Chocolatier 意謂巧克力匠. p.s. 彭同學能操流利法語)可以飲到67%濃度的朱古力,飲到超High...haha.
另外, 歐洲的cafe很舒服, 花2-3歐坐下來歎杯咖啡很不錯,在巴黎飲過超難飲同超有特色的咖啡, 果味咖啡,試了橙味,很有特色. 仲有在巴黎企吧(bar)飲咖啡同坐低飲係唔同價錢的!所以大家企多d啦.
住 ---
Fun Fact
1. 而家個廁所大過我屋企間房.
2. 我在星期六,日的生活同賓妹分別不太大, 就係買餸,煮飯,執屋同洗衫.
3. 有一次買餸, 我地買左20歐肉.....係, 無錯, 即係200蚊港紙... 食左2個星期.
行 ---
布魯塞爾有工條metro線, 最常搭的是metro, 火車同巴士, 我仍未摸熟電車線. 但在歐洲會走路走得多一點, 而且是石子路,不是石屎路, 所以在起初會有點不習慣, 特別是著高跟鞋的日子...
另外,多了一個出門前會check巴士schedule的習慣, 這裡的班次不像香港的班次那麼密, 所以每次出門都變得好似好有planning.
講講party,識我的人都知道我並不十分喜歡party,充其量都係在AIESEC conference跳下AIESEC Dance, 但來到這兒, 循例都要party下,交下新朋友,但礙於身高的關係, 有好幾次去party都猶如被摳打....一晚被批踭的次數多不勝數, 幸好身邊的朋友會出手相救.
好, 講住甘多先, 5小時後出發羅馬, 星期三再會!
一年了, 努力嘗試著不去想結果弄巧成拙. 或許坦然面對可以自然一點,放鬆一點. 容許了自己用一年時間放下這個包袱, 還有一天,所有一切都應理清.
2 weeks of emptiness on blog, not a bad idea to write something ... especially in CHINESE.
我在比利時/歐洲的衣食住行
歐洲的生活節奏慢, 空出來胡思亂想的時間特別多, 偶爾會在夢中看見自己回到香港, 或見到大學同學, 朋友. 夢醒後發現自己仍在比利時的家. 更發現自己心廣體胖, 原因有四,
1. 朱古力 , 啤酒, belgian fries 同 waffle 是比利時特產, 每天都可以吃.
2. 所有人都覺得我..."small", 完全同肥扯不上關係. 大概只有中國人, 特別是香港人才會明白我為何會間歇性complain自己肥.
3. 我食得好, 瞓得好.
4. 我同彭同學 ( Rita Pang)一齊住，支持對方繼續增磅，重點係佢肥過我．
說不定回香港後都衣不稱身, 冬天時會有點似企鵝....好, 講番正題, 我在比利時/歐洲的衣食住行.
衣 ---
來到歐洲後, 買衫多了, 因為有多餘錢. 本來自己帶來的衣服是在香港是普通和普遍到無人有, 但對這邊的人來說.....多了, 特別是上班的衣服. 歐洲的衣飾大減價是每年的一月和七月, 不是每季進行. 我嘗試在 amsterdam, bonn, antwerp, brussels 和 paris買衣飾, 當中以 antwerp shop得最爽.
巴黎人著衫最好看同有型格. 衫有平有貴, 在地胆 Rita Pang 的帶領下, 我在巴黎買了一件很不錯的皮褸. 阿姆斯特丹的shopping street都很吸引, 比布魯塞爾的選擇多所以比較容易找到心頭好. 阿姆斯特丹的靴有很多款式, 荷蘭人長得高大，天氣又凍，所以有著 Boots文化，亦因為甘我的鞋碼．．．好難搵．但最後我都成功買了一對很不錯的短靴．
歐洲的店舖，佢地會將ｄ衫擺得ｏｋ高所以我都幾經常性要身高167ｃｍ的彭同學, 身高171ｃｍ的彭姐姐 (rita pang 的家姐) 或者身高200ｃｍ的售貨員幫我將ｄ靚衫攞落身黎......重點, 我沒有在童裝部買衫.
但係值得hightlight的是我居然可以在高人林立的德國買到一條合身的牛仔褲！！！上星期去了antwerp，感覺跟荷蘭很相似，買了很多衣服，一定會再去，同歐洲女人血拼！！！哈哈～
食 －－－
媽媽說得對，飲食習慣始終是植根廿多年，可以試新口味但完全換之不是很難的．發覺這裡的人很喜歡吃 sandwiches, 我仍是比較喜歡吃 hot food, 亞洲食物仍是首選. 在比利時住了四個多月, 在家造飯比較多, 但中國野很貴..
六隻皮蛋要10歐 --即係為 100蚊港紙!!
一碗麵要 7 - 13歐 不等
日本野仲貴....
荷蘭同巴黎的亞洲食物比較平,好食同多選擇, 所以有時寧願慳番去巴黎或荷蘭食. 雖然係甘,但比利時的薯條同waffle真係無得頂, 食極都唔係幾厭. 仲有,係 brussels 的 st Catherine 附近有間好掂的Chocolatier (注意!這不是一個typo, 是法文. 根據彭同學解釋, Chocolatier 意謂巧克力匠. p.s. 彭同學能操流利法語)可以飲到67%濃度的朱古力,飲到超High...haha.
另外, 歐洲的cafe很舒服, 花2-3歐坐下來歎杯咖啡很不錯,在巴黎飲過超難飲同超有特色的咖啡, 果味咖啡,試了橙味,很有特色. 仲有在巴黎企吧(bar)飲咖啡同坐低飲係唔同價錢的!所以大家企多d啦.
住 ---
Fun Fact
1. 而家個廁所大過我屋企間房.
2. 我在星期六,日的生活同賓妹分別不太大, 就係買餸,煮飯,執屋同洗衫.
3. 有一次買餸, 我地買左20歐肉.....係, 無錯, 即係200蚊港紙... 食左2個星期.
行 ---
布魯塞爾有工條metro線, 最常搭的是metro, 火車同巴士, 我仍未摸熟電車線. 但在歐洲會走路走得多一點, 而且是石子路,不是石屎路, 所以在起初會有點不習慣, 特別是著高跟鞋的日子...
另外,多了一個出門前會check巴士schedule的習慣, 這裡的班次不像香港的班次那麼密, 所以每次出門都變得好似好有planning.
講講party,識我的人都知道我並不十分喜歡party,充其量都係在AIESEC conference跳下AIESEC Dance, 但來到這兒, 循例都要party下,交下新朋友,但礙於身高的關係, 有好幾次去party都猶如被摳打....一晚被批踭的次數多不勝數, 幸好身邊的朋友會出手相救.
好, 講住甘多先, 5小時後出發羅馬, 星期三再會!
Friday, 2 January 2009
2009
My first European New Year just passed, its the one and only New Year Eve that I was being with myself only, gave up all the big plans I had to be alone to welcome 2009. 7 hours of thinking and reflection, I believe 2009 is going to be a milestone in my life -- I will be 25 after 5 months, 1 quarter of life will be passed.
2008 was a fruitful year for me, dreamy and intense as well. I experienced love, depression, renewal, new direction, new stage in life and the important thing is -- I found myself and I believe I grew up, to be a more mature and hopefully wiser person. 2009 is the year of continuing the transformation in life and move myself towards a state, start to explore my new "realm".
Instead of setting "goals" for 2009, I rather stick to some values that I believe to guide me a better way in life for 2009. Diligence, Love and Following my inclinations.
一日之計在於晨, 一年之計在於春, 一生之計在於勤.
With Diligence, I believe I will learn more, manage myself better and be patient to walk on my career path steps by steps. I used to have this quality when I was in high school, but I lost it in some years and it's a good time to pick it up and make it to be part of me.
With love, everything would be different even though the word "Love" is a lot more complicated than it seems. I wish to love my family more and learn to love myself. I've been loved and I gave my love, but I believe love could transform into different kinds of forms to spread it's power. There's a sentence like this appeared in my dairy, "愛情只是掌心的流沙，越想緊握越加快流失了它", I am surprised how did I come up with such comment. Let go some memories is the beginning of a new path to that door, 隨緣.
Inclinations, it's time to free myself and open up myself a bit to try and experience different kind of things in life with my will. There are a lot that I missed out during the past, with sickness, responsibilities and frames made by myself. I prefer being stable but I like things are different from the crowd, this year is the time of take a good look at the world that I am living in, and take a good look within myself.
Good bye my 2008, welcome to my life, 2009.
2008 was a fruitful year for me, dreamy and intense as well. I experienced love, depression, renewal, new direction, new stage in life and the important thing is -- I found myself and I believe I grew up, to be a more mature and hopefully wiser person. 2009 is the year of continuing the transformation in life and move myself towards a state, start to explore my new "realm".
Instead of setting "goals" for 2009, I rather stick to some values that I believe to guide me a better way in life for 2009. Diligence, Love and Following my inclinations.
一日之計在於晨, 一年之計在於春, 一生之計在於勤.
With Diligence, I believe I will learn more, manage myself better and be patient to walk on my career path steps by steps. I used to have this quality when I was in high school, but I lost it in some years and it's a good time to pick it up and make it to be part of me.
With love, everything would be different even though the word "Love" is a lot more complicated than it seems. I wish to love my family more and learn to love myself. I've been loved and I gave my love, but I believe love could transform into different kinds of forms to spread it's power. There's a sentence like this appeared in my dairy, "愛情只是掌心的流沙，越想緊握越加快流失了它", I am surprised how did I come up with such comment. Let go some memories is the beginning of a new path to that door, 隨緣.
Inclinations, it's time to free myself and open up myself a bit to try and experience different kind of things in life with my will. There are a lot that I missed out during the past, with sickness, responsibilities and frames made by myself. I prefer being stable but I like things are different from the crowd, this year is the time of take a good look at the world that I am living in, and take a good look within myself.
Good bye my 2008, welcome to my life, 2009.
Wednesday, 31 December 2008
2008
Counting down for 2009, only 2 days left in 2008.. what have I done in 2008?
Jan 2008
WNCF 2008, the conference without MCP election, the conference with Ren Chang came back to be our chair and David to be our facis. And surprised, we had Asuralian and American delegates.
He left and it was the beginning of a hard time to me, but I've gone through from it with my soul mates support, thank you Ken and Cafrany, you guys spent nights with to ensure I would be okay.
And on 26th Jan, I had my MCP elect - Cyrus. It made me feel better for the month of Jan.
Feb 2008
It was the month of preparation to IPM. Half of a month spent in Macedonia and it's the 2nd time I spent my Valentine's Day on plane. Macedonia is an amazing and beautiful country. It was great to witness my good friends got poured and selected into the new AI team. And I made promises t o myself in different aspects in life. It was the time of making some progress in life.
March 2008
I still remember it's the month for IPM bring back.. somehow the start of transition. And lots of EGM happened in LC during that time.
April 2008
It was the month of MC Direction Pre-screening and their election, and preparation of National Planning Conference. It amazed me how the delegates think about @HK and I had lots of hopes and expectation to the future of the organization and people here. And yea thats the time we bid the APXLDS 2009. Lots of sub-committees and taskforces formed.
It's the month of bringing a new life to me as well.. I have my heart back, a healthy and good heart.
May 2008
I had my b-day started with the membership criteria sub-committee, had the sub-com members spent half of a day with me, had lunch and at night I met up my golden-flower sisters. :) They are the best, same as the past 10 years, they are the best!
And it's the year of having my LC jong mates celebrated it with me. 4 years ago I had it celebrated in BU Hall Canteen, with lots of funny pictures with my mates and the knife. This year is the same, have them with me and loads of fun.
The month ended with the AP MC Transition Camp in China... :) though i enjoyed my first APMCTC in Malaysia more.
June 2008
International MC arrived, finale of my term was approaching and I was so stressed out. Annual Report, discharge report, transitions, sickness, conference management blah blah blah.... It's a very painful month to think about the performance of my MC team and performance of @HK, to face my limitation, weaknesses and my future steps.
July 2008
I had my last national conference ended on 13th July and officially discharged, and I did not have my Annual Report get done, it's the one of the regrets I had.
And then I headed to a new stage in life--- a rather relaxing but confusing time. I watched the Olypmic every day, did my best to match myself to contribute my little exchange realization with Leadership XP for @ in HK. Crazily shopped and met my dear friends. I got the news of being selected to work in DHL in Belgium at the end of this month. It's the beginning of preparing my new stage in life.
Aug 2008
It was the time i started to write this blog, a new blog and promised to myself to make a better life and new life. Lots of headache in getting the working permit, searching for my apartment in Brussels, meeting friends and get prepared for my exchange stage.
On 27th Aug 2008, I landed on this new homeland - Brussels.
Sept 2008
I started working in DHL and had lots of fun -- went to Rotterdam to meet my friends and getting used to the European Life.
Oct 2008
It's the month of travelling, went to Paris for the very first time in my life, met him again and good to know everything is fine. Trip to Paris is a very nice and relaxing one and I started to understand why people would fall in love with this city.
On 25th - 26th, Chan Alvin crushed! We went to Brugges and Gent together with Yat Wan, it was a very great time, it feels good to have old friends to visit and know they are enjoying their life. Everything was going very well and I enjoyed what I had.
Nov 2008
It's a turning point in my internship, I got mybag stolen in a party and they turned be a month of nightmare and things had to change. I had to move out from the flat, struggling to the next step, being comforted by friends and great interns here, faced the crisis in company and had to deal with my emotoins after the 2nd visit in Paris.
Dec 2008
Homesick.. or whatsoever you call it, bad emotions have been bugging me all the time, moving issues, work, emotions, relationships blah blah blah have been really annoying me. Now I am settled, discovered new direction in life and settled in company. What's left? Lonesome....
Can't believe how I spent my X'mas here and how the week passed, and I am pretty sure I am gonna spend the new year alone, kinda feel like it's not about have no friends around but it's a desire of having some alone time to think and deal with the memories. I derserve to be alone and have some time just for myself of the sake of a good start in 2009.
Year 2009, I am ready to embrace you, see you soon.
Jan 2008
WNCF 2008, the conference without MCP election, the conference with Ren Chang came back to be our chair and David to be our facis. And surprised, we had Asuralian and American delegates.
He left and it was the beginning of a hard time to me, but I've gone through from it with my soul mates support, thank you Ken and Cafrany, you guys spent nights with to ensure I would be okay.
And on 26th Jan, I had my MCP elect - Cyrus. It made me feel better for the month of Jan.
Feb 2008
It was the month of preparation to IPM. Half of a month spent in Macedonia and it's the 2nd time I spent my Valentine's Day on plane. Macedonia is an amazing and beautiful country. It was great to witness my good friends got poured and selected into the new AI team. And I made promises t o myself in different aspects in life. It was the time of making some progress in life.
March 2008
I still remember it's the month for IPM bring back.. somehow the start of transition. And lots of EGM happened in LC during that time.
April 2008
It was the month of MC Direction Pre-screening and their election, and preparation of National Planning Conference. It amazed me how the delegates think about @HK and I had lots of hopes and expectation to the future of the organization and people here. And yea thats the time we bid the APXLDS 2009. Lots of sub-committees and taskforces formed.
It's the month of bringing a new life to me as well.. I have my heart back, a healthy and good heart.
May 2008
I had my b-day started with the membership criteria sub-committee, had the sub-com members spent half of a day with me, had lunch and at night I met up my golden-flower sisters. :) They are the best, same as the past 10 years, they are the best!
And it's the year of having my LC jong mates celebrated it with me. 4 years ago I had it celebrated in BU Hall Canteen, with lots of funny pictures with my mates and the knife. This year is the same, have them with me and loads of fun.
The month ended with the AP MC Transition Camp in China... :) though i enjoyed my first APMCTC in Malaysia more.
June 2008
International MC arrived, finale of my term was approaching and I was so stressed out. Annual Report, discharge report, transitions, sickness, conference management blah blah blah.... It's a very painful month to think about the performance of my MC team and performance of @HK, to face my limitation, weaknesses and my future steps.
July 2008
I had my last national conference ended on 13th July and officially discharged, and I did not have my Annual Report get done, it's the one of the regrets I had.
And then I headed to a new stage in life--- a rather relaxing but confusing time. I watched the Olypmic every day, did my best to match myself to contribute my little exchange realization with Leadership XP for @ in HK. Crazily shopped and met my dear friends. I got the news of being selected to work in DHL in Belgium at the end of this month. It's the beginning of preparing my new stage in life.
Aug 2008
It was the time i started to write this blog, a new blog and promised to myself to make a better life and new life. Lots of headache in getting the working permit, searching for my apartment in Brussels, meeting friends and get prepared for my exchange stage.
On 27th Aug 2008, I landed on this new homeland - Brussels.
Sept 2008
I started working in DHL and had lots of fun -- went to Rotterdam to meet my friends and getting used to the European Life.
Oct 2008
It's the month of travelling, went to Paris for the very first time in my life, met him again and good to know everything is fine. Trip to Paris is a very nice and relaxing one and I started to understand why people would fall in love with this city.
On 25th - 26th, Chan Alvin crushed! We went to Brugges and Gent together with Yat Wan, it was a very great time, it feels good to have old friends to visit and know they are enjoying their life. Everything was going very well and I enjoyed what I had.
Nov 2008
It's a turning point in my internship, I got mybag stolen in a party and they turned be a month of nightmare and things had to change. I had to move out from the flat, struggling to the next step, being comforted by friends and great interns here, faced the crisis in company and had to deal with my emotoins after the 2nd visit in Paris.
Dec 2008
Homesick.. or whatsoever you call it, bad emotions have been bugging me all the time, moving issues, work, emotions, relationships blah blah blah have been really annoying me. Now I am settled, discovered new direction in life and settled in company. What's left? Lonesome....
Can't believe how I spent my X'mas here and how the week passed, and I am pretty sure I am gonna spend the new year alone, kinda feel like it's not about have no friends around but it's a desire of having some alone time to think and deal with the memories. I derserve to be alone and have some time just for myself of the sake of a good start in 2009.
Year 2009, I am ready to embrace you, see you soon.
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